Forgot my lunch at home today. I even had a good lunch packed and ready to go. That just threw me off and as soon as I got to work I took my chips out and ate them all. As if that was necessary? I also took my Adderall late again so it hasn’t kicked in yet. I’m still a little sleepy, can’t really keep my eyes open at the moment. Can’t focus.
Okay drugs have kicked in now. I’m a little more awake and focused. I’m still just looking at my desk like, how the hell am I ever going to get all of this cleaned up? How am I ever going to catch up and actually get to a point where I have everything done? I do have people helping me today so that’s going to make things a little better. Hopefully that will actually give me a chance to get my head back above water for the first time in weeks.
Well it’s 3:29 and here we go again, medication is wearing off. I am struggling to focus and really have no motivation to keep working, even though I have more than enough to do. I would rather take a nap or chill on the couch and watch TV. Even going to the gym would be more fun than this. I’m going to try setting my timer for 20 minutes to focus on one thing I need to get done. It’s worked before, as long as I get no interruptions.
That didn’t work so much, since I kept forgetting that I was going to actual do that. I didn’t set any timers and I’m sure I didn’t work for 20 minutes straight. I think I got distracted by a couple things but I don’t really remember. As much as these meds are supposed to help me “remember” they also cause a loss of memory too. Geezus.
Alright I got a little more work done and now it’s almost time to get to the gym. As much as I’m not looking forward to that, at least it will be more exciting than sitting here. And I’ll have my gym partner to talk to, which is always fun!
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